Whats up all you cool cats and kittens!
On todays episode of Borderline Basic we have: sexual predators up for election, feelings of self doubt, and scrambling to find some sense of routine/normalcy.
These are strange times that we are living in yall. I can’t even believe it. When I said that I wanted to be apart of history this is NOT what I meant! For many of us this is going to be one of the most pivotal points in our life time. This period of time will go down in history not only because of the pandemic, but politically as well.
I know that I am personally struggling with several aspects of our current situation, and to be quite honest...I’m feeling pretty triggered. I’m angry, I’m scared, and I’m socially deprived.
Let’s start with the easy stuff. Those of you who know me personally know that I am a social person. I don’t really have any hobbies, but thats because I don’t really have time for hobbies. I work over 40 hours a week while attending school full time during the week. When you add in homework and attempting to spend some time with my partner that doesn't leave much time for hobbies. I went from being an absurdly busy person who barely had time for a social life to having WAYYYYYY too much time on my hands very abruptly. This serious schedule change has left me reeling with boredom. I mean sure, I have plenty of books to read, but for some reason every time I sit down to read I loose all of my focus, and every time I think “Maybe I’ll bake something today” I can’t get up to do it. Then I bounced some ideas around about attempting to DIY my apartment....but then I realized...there isn’t much hope for improving my steadily declining apartment. So I sit here day in and day out trying incredibly hard to think of something that would give me even an ounce of fulfillment, but at the end of the day I go to bed with nothing to show for my rotating list of ideas. I see all of these people on social media who are painting with their friends, doing creative challenges, and leading online yoga and I think to myself “Why can’t you be as productive as they are? Why can’t you be as creative as they are? Why can’t you find a hobby”? All of the self confidence that I’ve been building over the last few years is rapidly declining and its all because I can’t find a hobby? That seems insane to me, but here I am, feeling less fulfilled th...